An open letter to my first born.

My Xavier,
I'm writing this open letter to you. Because you are the most special, beautiful and kind hearted boy I know. Sure you have your moments; more so often than ever before. I wonder if it's an age attitude change or whether you're still becoming accustomed to sharing my attention with your little brother. I'm sorry mummy can't rush to your every whim anymore. I promise I try my best to share the time I have with both you and your brother. I'm sorry you have to share my cuddles, my kisses and attention. I promise to be as equal as I possibly can.
 Thankyou for being so understanding of mummy, for helping mummy calm your brother and for always loving me even when you are feeling overwelmed or having a bad day.

Mummy will always share a bond with you that no one can ever replace or take away. You are my first love and you made me a mummy for the first time. You give me so much joy, so much inspiration and mummy can't even put words together to describe the amount of love I have for you. I will cherish every single hug you give me, everytime you tell me you love me and even when you don't eat the food I spend lots of money on. We may not get every single moment together anymore but my little love I vow to always make sure you know how loved you really are. This is my open letter to you baby boy. Because although you are small now, I know you won't be forever.

All my love,
Mummy.
xx